It’s just 3 days after your visa was approved, but I am a bundle of messy emotions as I wait for your travel call.  My stomach is in knots.  I want the phone to ring, but when it does I don’t even want to look at the caller ID because I’m afraid it won’t be Holt.  I can’t wait to hear that we can come get you.  We are so close, but it seems so far away.

I love you, sweet boy,